I thought we had somewhat of a plan in place, but no. Doctors here are stuck on doing the Nissen along with gtube. There main concern is aspiration and even with gtube inserted Cade can still aspirate and reflux. It sometimes makes it worse! Dr.Miller says not to do it, these doctors say to do it and here I am not knowing what to do. One big difference...Dr.Miller KNOWS PWS, these doctors DON'T. They are doing the protocol for a "typical" baby. At the same time though what these doctors are saying does make sense and that is why I am confused as all hell right now. If that even makes sense. I am so dead set on all Cade's care being done in FL...I think I need to move! (Yeah right) Someone needs to get it together or we will be out of here AMA!!!
So, today has been mentally taxing on me. From finishing up my Summer classes and final tests, to losing a dear, fellow PWS Mom friend, and then taking Cade to his first swim practice for the Special Olympics. I've shared extreme highs and extreme lows today, but as I unwind tonight I feel compelled to share this with whoever decides to read it. Some of you may know this about me, but most probably do not. I have always felt a strong attraction to working with those with special needs. It just always felt right and from a young age I remember looking up local jobs and volunteer opportunities..always searching for something to fulfill that desire. I was actually enrolled in college for Family and Consumer Science and was planning to go into Special Education. I had taken the Parapro assessment and actively looking for Para jobs. Then I became pregnant for Cade and life had other plans. Given my role now to Cade, isn't it ironic? OK, so here is an e-mail I dug up from my in...
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