Disclaimer: This blog post is featured on Jennifer Pastiloff's oh so amazing blog that can be found Here ! COURAGE , DEPRESSION , GUEST POST THE BALLS OUT TRUTH ABOUT DEPRESSION. AUGUST 13, 2014 By Amy Ferris. This is what i know this morning post coffee pre wine yesterday my friend asked me, did you ever try it? yes, i said, yes, i tried suicide. obviously, this was all around the news of robin williams & his death. yes, i said… i was young, much younger, and so sad, i was so miserable & so unhappy & i felt all alone in the world. i felt like nobody knew what it was like, this damp darkness. everything was pitch black. there was no color anywhere. it was dark & lonely, and the best way i can describe how i felt at that time in my life was like being in the middle of a forest, and it’s eerily dark, and you don’t know which way to turn and so you take baby steps. teeny steps because you don’t know where you are, and you can’...